One good decision will compensate for all previous failures like they're nothing.
One good decision can erase years.
Not really in sense that it changes the past, but in the way it changes the meaning of the past.
Failures feel heavy because they demand a story, 'I'm late, i'm behind','I'm not for thiss'
and then you start paying interest on that story daily without even realizing it.
But then
you decide to tell the truth instead of performing you decide to quit the thing that is quitely killing you you decide to show up again after you swore you wouldn't you decide the stop negotiating with your own standards
all those failures shrink
one good decision doesnt fix everything overnight, it does something better.
it changes your direction
direction has a compounding effect that history doesnt